~GodTiger

i'm always written emo stuff unintantly :^^': but... today i actaully suprise.

Today in general nothing happen. I went out after months being home ok... not months but very long staying stuck to the computer like glue and so love staying stuck in my dark room even if i wanted to go out.

I bought two games and a headphone... aND three hours of walking the only dissappointment was that My freind in RL didn't answer my Cellphone and was probably forgot that we'd planned to go out today OR that i and she had forgotten that saturdy she had to eat with her Mother's side of the family.

Not sure which of the two are true :^^':

GUNDAM WING ROCKS YA BITCHS 8D! and Eternal sonata X3

Well what happen today was actaully a surprise to myself. and the only reason i'm writting now... is because this may actaully be the only good thing i'm posting in my dairy/journey history o.0...

we may never no why i'm so emo... even when i don't try

I was actually was of use to some-one specail to me. Not saying if on the net or RL but i felt a unstability or it might-as-well be my paranoia; that... Me and my friend been distant or i wasn't ready to let go.
I do anything to make my friends happy but not so outwardsly --.--... I was actaully able to make some-one happy for once and this... was the most happiest day of my life, (not for her >.>... She needs more than i can give her but i'll try my best :wink:, )because... not only do i know our relationship still has trust but... that i was able to help her even if not physcially.

I was expecting that i had made things awkward instead of better XD or actaully worse ... because i've always found myself bad at words lately. But i guess when you show how you feel to some-one you can really touch them or at lest i hope unless she said it to make me happy...

But that I doubt COMpletely

Random Frase of the Day "The Hamster must be stop. NOOOO! OH, wait... yeah."

PS: i've really got to stop picking my face and Pimplies -.-'

PSS: Bashers WILL Die Die i say