AN: This is my newest fic… so heh…

Warnings: Hinted of rape, abuse and langue



“Do you remember your life, as a Somebody?” Roxas asked, not knowing that there was a possibility that I actually knew.

“Daddy?” Asked a 8 year old boy who stared at his father who was taking off his pants in front of his own child. The man seemed to ignored his sons cries whom was asking what he was doing. The boys hair was spiky and red. He’s father was around his 30ths and had brown hair and blue eyes.

I felt a tap on my shoulder and it startled me as I turned to see the Number IX looking at my curiously. “What do you want Demyx?” I asked angrily, he seemed sad and said “I was afraid you were hurt again…” as he played with his fingers I had raised an eyebrow and asked “What…?!” Demyx jumped in surprised “You know… when you seem out…” I simply stared at him not bothering to asked.

“So… Superior wants to see us!” Said Demyx in a false happy tone. I mean all are emotions are fake in some end. I shrugged and followed Demyx for our meeting, what different today was going to be?
Almost all of us were back from our defeat from Sora the only person who hadn’t came back was Roxas, and I hated Sora for that. Xemnas was actually talking something new other than a way to get Kingdom hearts(again) but I really didn’t care. “What if we’d use a somebody?” Asked Xemnas to Vexen who looked stuttered “What do you mean, Superior?” as he asked looking like us: Surprised. “As Sora and Roxas became whole once again… what if we’d could reverse the effect by fining one of our own Somebody’s?” Asked Xemnas.

I thought about no matter how crazy it’d sound it may be possible and Vexen roused and said “We… could try but the first thing we need is our Somebody, some of ours could be rightfully dead… so what can we do if there is no Somebody left?” As he looked at Xemnas “We only try to go to Sora and Kairi as last resource… But first we must try to find our own if…they are alive, still.”
There was an eerie silence, but maybe even a hopeful one and everybody seemed attached to this hope. “But how do we find whom we don’t even remember Xemnas?!” I said harshly because a sudden jolt of my ‘Heart’ came into action of pain I felt. Even if there was a possibility to this idea we didn’t remember who we were at all or at lest them….

Xemnas smiled as he turned to me “But Axel… We don’t look very different from ourselves and our names are similar as possible to our Somebody’s the Xs in our names prove we exists as Nobodies and with that it shouldn’t be so hard some one who looks very much like you… and any way you are the first whom has much more memory then anybody else here of your Somebody, isn’t that right?” he said as he smiled wickedly at me.
I glared at him trying my best not to burn him to dusk… “Fine…” I said unwilling, but not much more I could say unless I wanted Xemnas to tell all the tale.

I teleported out angrily and left the meeting without words… today was going to be long. As I turned to walk to my room I started to remember… “Common Lea! Let’s play!” said a brunette girl wearing a dress I shrugged her off and passed her uncaringly. In a world like Midgar their was no chance of survival if you care for more person then yourself . I started to smile but I was thinking bad thoughts of Midgar and what I called it was “The city of the damn”. Even at a young age I could kill about more or less a 100 people.
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I looked at the sky and smiled even if you couldn’t see the stars you could tell it was night on my ten fingers were my Favorite weapon; they were metal strings and could easily kill some one. Behind me was the girl, the girl from before but older around 13 she was wearing a dress that ended at her knees but baggy brow jeans under as well.

I smiled like the devil “My name is Reno forever more, remember that yo!” I was acting like a child but I was evil like a monster some would say. Her frown deepen “Why…?! Why, Le-Reno isn’t there another way to live?!” I said “The only was way to live is for today and nothing more, honey… Are you sad? Don’t be like that, yo! I’ll be back but I’ve got to do my job, yo!”

The sky so black of dark clouds that could kill you. Hasert was a kind soul and weak with heart but in power she’d could kill everybody with her scythe. Hasert wanted to believe and I was no believer sadly. But I’d loved her… I’d loved her, but….__---_------_-_-----___------____------___----_-----_--------__----__-----__---_--_-__------------____---_--_-----___---__---__---____---___---__---__---___---__---____--_____----____---____-------__---__-__--___--__---__---_____---____---__--___--__---


I had finally become a Turk for 2years now and my new partner was behind me fighting off other people who came to fight against ShinRa and their our path crossed again. Hasert now much older yet a soul still too kind, what a fool. I had warned her not out of my hearts cared but for hers letting her know if she’d got in ShinRa’s way I’d kill her without a moment of hesitation.
I smiled and our battle began her eyes betrayed mercy for me form whom I’d did not, this is part of the job, ya know?

(AN:I didn’t go in battle details… sorry!)

I had won and smiled because I did nothing wrong of course my partner didn’t know so I didn’t bother to explain… I walked over her body as if she’d been some other stranger.

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My head became to hurt more than usual damn…I rubbed my temples and continue to walk to my room and fell on my bed closing my eyes and going to sleep…

AN: Review or no cookie for you! I’ve been thinking about how Reno lived on the streets so when he became a Turk why did he have to tell his Real name? I Think Reno real name is Lea (actually for me it’s Sol-Ra but whatever). He just told The Turks something else.

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