AN: “I killed them softly so they couldn’t feel the pain” Do you think “soft” means quick… or something that seems soft but actually was long and painful?
If you gave yourself, to anyone, even me.
You give or break, a risk of breaking into--
A thousand million of pieces of you will be shattered
So when you break, promise me,
You’ll fix me.
Even the heartless words seem cruel…
And those that are naive and thoughtless innocent people,
But do not give innocence a look of kindness,
which could actually be that subtle ignorance we hate.
This forever changing world, I cannot understand
Even if I gave myself to you,
What ground will there be to step on, if I go forward to that darkness?
Even a truth seem to be cruel, while lies seem very white.
I want to give you myself, but a give or break situation,
Who will fix me, if I break?
Honestly, loyalty and love…
Why do those seem so out of distance?
Like the stream to the ocean and the sea to the sky,
A risky chance to be saved.
Vulnerability, who wants that?
I sure don’t… as I look into eyes I cannot predict.
Is it sympathy? Pity? Kindness? Judgment?
A open door can actually be glassed door shut…
I want to be me and honest, but I show a selfish and cold falsehood…
My heart is bright red, like the color of blood that drips through my shield
With mix the bitter tears of misunderstanding or even pain.
I am weak and afraid…
What do I obtain acting cruel or showing myself in a harsher light?
In this game of win or lose only…
Can we re-play it again, to see if I can actually win?
In this endless shallow world, I’ve yet to be surprise…
Yet the pain of action does not lessen.
The heartstrings…
Are becoming even thinner with the time that passes,
Ironically I was hoping that I… would become stronger.
Even if I gave you myself…
I’d still break even by a single word, action, just one thing-
And I have shattered before you even if not exposed,
What was that strength that once gave me a warm feeling
That somehow reminds me of something I always say?
So who wants a burden of putting back that
thousand of millions of pieces?
I know I don’t… Just bearing my own is enough,
I think I, like the rest, drank a poison called
“Indifference”.
In a dark room, that is myself, pure and true…
I, myself, alone… try to fix the uncountable amount of puzzle,
Of myself or is it a clear blue sky?
So many pieces... it jut hurts reminding myself how far I must go
To put back these pieces together.
Even If I gave you myself or vice versa…
We’re both weak and strained.
It may be pride but it’s really just weakness that drives us to despair,
No matter what, It seems one of us will break into
A thousand of million pieces…
Will it be a pure blue sky, that everybody wonders;
Where are the clouds? Have they disappeared?
If I don’t take that; Give or Take situation…
Will somebody say “You’ll be happy”?
Because I want a easy way to that beautiful world of dreams.
Pretending I won’t break,
While I, forever put these pieces together….
A puzzle of a pure blue sky.
Even if this was fix…
Would it really look like the pure blue sky?
Please… Say yes.
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Out here in the fields
I fight for my meals
I get my back into my living
I don't need to fight
To prove I'm right
I don't need to be forgiven
~Baba O'Riley- The Who
Member~ =SongofthePoets, *TheWritersMeow, *BleedingHeartsPoetry
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TT-TT I'm sorry for not reading you stuff D: (and always angsty -.-||) It seems really one-sided
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"I never need love, because I never was..loved"
"I want to dream happier dreams than I'm dreaming now, But I'm still dreaming the dream to exceapt my own reality that aren't so happy now"
"That's why I'm happy for it"
Well I won't deny that, but I can understand...
p.s. I forgot to fave this a while ago
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Out here in the fields
I fight for my meals
I get my back into my living
I don't need to fight
To prove I'm right
I don't need to be forgiven
~Baba O'Riley- The Who
Member~ =SongofthePoets, *TheWritersMeow, *BleedingHeartsPoetry
Very Well executed.
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"To live without dreams is to perish.To live without love is to merely exist.To live without trust is to fall.But my friends, to live with dreams is to fly.To live with trust is to soar.And to live with love is to be immortal."-Jessy B
HansxSeras-AAxS 4>
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"I never need love, because I never was..loved"
"I want to dream happier dreams than I'm dreaming now, But I'm still dreaming the dream to exceapt my own reality that aren't so happy now"
"That's why I'm happy for it"
-.-... Would it be stupid if i say my work isn't "emo"? Because i honestly hate stereo-types.
PS: LOL not saying you're saying that just wannna hear what you've got to say.
PSS: sorry for making a super-long (stupid) comment
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"I never need love, because I never was..loved"
"I want to dream happier dreams than I'm dreaming now, But I'm still dreaming the dream to exceapt my own reality that aren't so happy now"
"That's why I'm happy for it"
It is angsty but anyone can write angst...its taking it and making it an art like you did here that makes it special. Don't ever doubt your abilities to write because you're really gifted at it. XD
I really like it so don't worry. I write angst just read some of my poetry...my last three deviations are angst...You may like them. I write them alot myself.
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"To live without dreams is to perish.To live without love is to merely exist.To live without trust is to fall.But my friends, to live with dreams is to fly.To live with trust is to soar.And to live with love is to be immortal."-Jessy B
HansxSeras-AAxS 4>
I'm just starting to make a story... then a plot LOL. I'm going to post it when i'm finish
PS: XD I'm making atsoyr just like i do fanfiction... god i feel like i'm doing a story the Stephan Meyers way.
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"I never need love, because I never was..loved"
"I want to dream happier dreams than I'm dreaming now, But I'm still dreaming the dream to exceapt my own reality that aren't so happy now"
"That's why I'm happy for it"
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"To live without dreams is to perish.To live without love is to merely exist.To live without trust is to fall.But my friends, to live with dreams is to fly.To live with trust is to soar.And to live with love is to be immortal."-Jessy B
HansxSeras-AAxS 4>
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